A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end it was never meant to be yours............

Memories....

The loveliest of memories

Will never fade away,

Though years may come and go

The joy they brought will stay.

Golden days of childhood;

Running free in fields of flowers,

So happy in our innocence

When all the world was ours.

Special times once shared

With loved ones long since gone.

We hold them in our hearts;

Their memories living on.

The loveliest of memories

Mean more than words can say,

For when we feel downcast

They will chase all cares away.

All alone....

Purity once had a name,

And beauty once had a face.

Life once had a meaning,

And once I was safe.

Once there was freedom,

And once I could laugh.

Happiness once was alive,

And once I had another half.

Once I shared her love,

Once I was by her side,

Once I felt I fitted,

So quickly that died.

Her grace so great,

Her beauty so vast,

All I ever wanted,

Was for it to last.

Fate maybe had another plan,

Or maybe she had another love,

But it all fell apart,

The hand too big for the glove.

Now it's all died away,

Happiness, joy,

love; all memories.

Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,

With no light to guide my way.

Something so hard

goes straight to the soul;

it seems impossible to get over

and my heart is left with a big hole.

I'm trying to be happy, wearing a smile;

but I'm dying inside.

The world seems to be fading,

and I just want to run and hide.

Everywhere I go I see your face,

and realize how much I miss you;

and on the day you left

a piece of me died too.

Those days...

Those days that we spent together,

Will it ever be forgotten..?

Those times that we laughed together,

Will it ever be gone..?

Thos minutes that we frowned at each other,

Will it be that way forever..?

I have never hoped so,

Nor will i ever hope so.

Those days, those times,

those minutes,

Are carved deep in my heart,

As a memory that i'll treasure forever...

You...

I feel you in the morning

When at first I awakeY

our thought is with me

With each decision I make

You'd been around forever

Since the first breath I took

Now I have to go on alone

But for love, I need not look

Cause by what you bestowed

In our short time together

Will last in my heart

Forever and ever

Although you've left

And now walk above

I'm never alone

I'm wrapped in your love

How can I forget you when your always on my mind?

How can I not want you when you r all I want inside?

How can I let you go when I can't see us apart?

How can I not love you when you control my heart?

U said that time would ease the pain..

but i still hear ur voice whisper my name..

since u've been gone, my world stands still..

u said i'd forget, but i never will..

You taught me things like how to grow,

You taught me never to let go.

Now that you're gone, i'll hold it true,

This thought, I will always love you.

Once we were mad, we were happy

We spent all our days holding hands together

Do you remember, my love

How we danced and played?

In the rain, we laid

We could stay there for ever and ever

Now I am sad, you are so far away

I sit counting the hours day by day

Come back to me

How I long for your love

Come back to me

Be happy like we used to be

A part of you has grown in me.

And so you see,

it's you and me together forever and never apart,

maybe in distance, but never in heart.

Ü cañ hide d päiñ ü feel ñ mäke øthrs béliv dat ü cañ møvé öñ,..'bt ü cñt deñy d trüth dat d 1 whö häs hürt ü is stil d 1 ü'l älwäys chöösé 2 lüv...

Hardest moment in life is not when you loose something and tears come out of your eyes.....

it is, when you are loosing something...and...you are forced to smile..!!

YOU...

All I asked god,

Was nothing but you.

All I wished to be mine,

Was nothing but you.

All I adored in my life,

Was nothin but you.

All I loved in the world,

Was nothing but you.

All I wanted to hold,

Was nothing but you.

All I wanted to see,

Was nothing but you.

All I wanted to hear,

Was nothing but you.

All I wanted to kiss,

Was nothing but you.

All I wanted to cherish,

Was nothing but you.

And last but not the least,

All I had to lose was nothing but YOU . . . .

I just don know,

I cant tell where and who I am,

I want to shut my eyes,just to see my life,

With someone elses soul,with some elses existence..

Ahh,I wake up again,

hoping today just wont be worst than yesterday,

Mondays,Wednesdays,aint been kind,

Saturdays & Sundays, didnt rise,

But I know somehow i'll survive through

and i'll survive to love u more each day,

tomorrow more than today,

and still more day after day,

but i'll still do as u say,

just plz don ask me to stay away!!!

It took me by surprise

When I saw you standin there

So close enough that i could touch

Breathin the same air

You asked me how I'd been

I guess thats when I smiled and said just fine,

Oh but baby I was really lying!!

What I really meant to saywas

I am really dying inside

And I miss you more each day,

There hasnt been a night where I havent cried..

And baby,this is the truth

I am still in love with you,

even if now it doesnt mean anything at all to u!!

And as you walked away that day,

The echo of my words

cut me just like a knife

cut so deep it hurt

I somehow had to held back my tears

I somehow had to cling to my heart and just watch u go

but I still wonder if you'll ever realise,

my heart will still love u,even if my body dies,

atleast trust me now baby am not telling u lies!!!

Every time u hurt me,

My heart loves u more than it loves me,

Try it out n u shall see,

No one can love u as much as me..

I love loving you,

I love being lost in you,

I am totally fond of you,

I am completely incomplete without you!!

Even if u hurt me,

Its only u dat my eyes want to see,

Even if u cheat me,

Its still with u that i wanna be..

Go my princess and find a man,

Hurt him as less as u can,

And see if he still loves u

even half as much as i can..

When u find urself in crisis,

Jus look around my princess,

U will alwayz find me fighting u out of every crisis!!

JUS ask urself a simple question,

Even wen da world looks at u wid detestation,

who is it that gives u his complete attention??

JUst think of the days wen ur look is all messed,

Its a day, the worst u have dresses,

Who still finds u beautiful than the rest??

For all the reasons that u don wanna be with me,

I have only reason to show u,

ITs simple my princess,

I really LOVE YOU!!!

Faking a laugh, faking a smile,

Hiding the truth behind a mask, while
my heart is breaking into pieces

with every smile that i give

That's the life that i live

Used to believe in fairy tales, thinking it's a beautiful world

Then i was appalled with the truth that this world holds

I tried to fool myself and hide behind my dreams

Tried to make everything as simple as it seems
But deep inside, there were thousands of bursting tears,

with every smile that i used to give

that's the life that i live

Ended up with a broken heart,

ended up with my life ripped apart.
Ended up left alone in the darkness,crying,

Gave up and just quit trying......

Each minute my heart breaks,

the harder it is for me to breathe

because the one thing i cant get

is the O N L Y one thing i need!!

Eyes are dry,but tears rain.

The sun's set,but the light remains.

Truth is there,and so is pain.

Death might silence them,but the memory remains...

It may seem as if I am carefree and strong,

Going through life as if nothing is wrong.

But no one has ever seen the real me,

They only know what I let them believe.

Most often my smiles are real and sincere,

Other times they help to hide my secret fears.

I carefully created a clever mask of illusion,

I wear it now to hide my pain and confusion.

So never is a tear seen falling from my eye,

I have learned to hold it all silently inside.

Quite often I want to just let go and weep,

But the pain is very intense and too deep.

I yearn to belong, to be one of the crowd.

To be able to speak of my dreams out loud.

Wanting so very much to be accepted,

Yet fearing the possibility of being rejected.

I need special someone to discern the real me,

And not hold in contempt what they will see.

The weaknesses and flaws I try so hard to hide,

Are all part of the real me I keep hidden inside